Raging fire burning through
Dying only to feel you
Eyes burn as my chest does ache
To uttered sounds I do quake
Lips so soft crush all my fears
Yet how they spawn fall of tears
Pain is born in many forms
But in my heart I feel storms.
With every touch I'm infected by your curse, and you just parade around in your facade of such whimsical bliss while leaving this wake of inferno in your every step. Sinners and righteous all fall the same in the fury of this maelstrom we're all ripped apart. Should I fall like all the rest or should I be the one that stands, stands against the tyranny and destruction you've spread. This fucking axe shall be the test and nothing shall stand in the way of what has been unleashed. Think about the mess that you've left and you will marvel at the chaos I shall create. I can't stand this fucking game and now I'll lay down the final strike, with al
Here's a scenario;
You're sitting at your over-priced coffee shop you habitually visit every morning before heading off to another stress ridden day of work. As you absorb yourself into your morning paper you find a small pinching in your brain, when you realize you hear the shrieking whine of a small child.
Now before I continue my story let me set the record straight; I am a very large supporter of a healthy beating of your child. My personal favorite is a good old fashioned leather belt, nothing says I love you like a thick leather strap ripping into your child's ass.
I was beaten in such method when I stepped my immature little ass out
Wrenched with the guilt of the mistakes he's made
Whispers of malice stretch to the palms of his hands
The limbs are bound and all debts are paid
Tonight he'll be remembered for the mess he's made.
Smooth satin sheets drape over the encore
As his sorrow is felt in the form of stilletto
The paint runs wild as the red becomes more
There must be a heart in this hole he's just sure!
He weeps uncontrollably asking himself why
What was he thinking when he asked her "Be mine?"
Such deciet and desire buried beneath an eye
But who could resist putting their heart in the sky
Faster his chest becomes so weak and sore
He plunges the instrume
Tracing memories of this shell
we once knew to be her.
Somewhere down the line
she lost her self.
Standing in the mirror
screaming and crying
for recognition
all backs had turned.
Begging to be known
only by one
this world's comforts
could not save her..
The heart shatters
as it yearns
to be cradled
yet falls
without notice
to the cold hard ground.
She'd had enough waiting and trying and hoping,
enough of the years
on knees and in tears.
The lonliness had been
the sharpest dagger
she'd ever known.
Always searching for love in all the wrong places.
She never thought to look
so close to home
As the twine gr
In an emotional burst the young girl's tear filled eyes met his as she threw her delicate body against his, resting her head against his chest. Her handss finding his broad shoulders, she tugged slightly pulling he gaze into his eyes, "I... I love you! Please tell me it will all be fine, I need to know that you'll be ok. I love you, I can't ever lose you." Her sparkling blue eyes so full of hope and affection she exclaims, "Please say something. I just need to hear you speak... I love you!"
The mans deep hazel eyes looked down into hers, they shined like the very moon wit such beauty it would sway the coldest of hearts. With a breath the m
While peace on earth would be marvelous, it is in the humans nature to destroy all that it establishes. Humans are enveloped in petty differences that are eventually magnified Into hate and war. Tyrants rise to feed off the fear of the people and cause further pain and anguish to those who do not fall into their idealistic moral value and heritage. We strive so hard to advance our resources and knowledge, but for what?
To create weapons of mass destruction and lay waste to the dreams of other people. All societies fall into the lust for power and money. Which is why the dream of world peace forever remains, simply that. A dream.
I'll make no excuses for the fucked up things that I have done
I'm a self absorbed two timin' prick with no concience.
All of these reasons
and all of these mistakes
it's never been my intention
to cause your heart to break
I've just been blind, baby
Unappreciative
I never saw what I had
In that lovin heart
I wish that I could
turn back those tickin' hands
I wish that I could
hold you agaaaaiiiin
I'm cryin' all alone regrettin all the times I had wronged you
I threw my love away I'm beggin' baby please come home
I never thought this was me
Heartbreaker
Never thought that I
would choose the low road
I've just been blind, ba
Trembling...
I'm hiding in the dark
In my closet...
in my sanctuary.
My tiny body in a ball,
tears soak my shirt, I dare not make a sound.
Flesh torn and bruised I look to you to save me
Please god let down a rope to free me from this pain
These walls bleed from the abuse they sustain
The weight of my helpless body beating them in
Mother I just wish you had the strength
Why can't you protect me
My blood and tears cry out for saftey
Am I the one who is wrong?
I'm swelling with this burden I cannot hold
Crushing down my eyes look up desperately
Reaching out for some salvation
That fire in his eyes is coming
My face feels his
These fragile bonds
So delicate and weak
We'll fake for now
We're all so happy
Our reality is nothing
You don't know who I am
We're all friends, mhm!
Lalalalala
I ask you with hope
My eyes full of love
Maybe I'm wrong
I'll give it a shot.
When I sleep, of what do I dream?
.... No reply.
Answer me I cry
but you don't know what to say
And it's just as I had feared...
you're nothing but a fake
I have nothing I have no one
everythings a lie.
Am I not worth knowing?
No one seems to care.
How was your day?
What's on your mind?
I will ask time and time again
but never will I be known
My compassion is ignored
My feeling me
you smile at me
when i say how beautiful you sing
and you'll hug me
whe we go our seperate ways
in the lonely dark
we find peace in eachother's lips
we say good night
laying on my bed i smile
theres warmth in you
this empty room feels so cold
fumbling around on this guitar
dwelling on memories we share
we don't know
what this means or what it will
there's insecurity in us
and i've never felt more home
our minds are complicating
holding you is peaceful
I don't care
what this is called
I feel happiness' tender caress
and as i fall asleep
I feel you here with me
shhh..
no words..
I press my finger against your lips and
In the vicious spectrum between a cruel, dark upbringing, and having everything in your life served to you on a silver platter, most of us are in the middle. But, what some fail to understand, in the space between an amazing average and a shitty average, the spread is still ghastly. I've been stuck so close to shitty, for so long, that the horizon hides what amazing really means. I don't remember the last time I felt happiness that wasn't ephemeral. I want to close the gap between what is real and what I can dream
Kitchen Picnics and Gin Martinis by IDontPostArt, literature
Literature
Kitchen Picnics and Gin Martinis
The way you feel when you look at me,
Velvet smile and eyes blue; deep.
Perfect fit, in tandem, unison.
Heart beats, interlock;
A silent night, on couches; shocked.
Harsh words, foul play;
Slurried words and beer stains.
Hidden affair, three seasons;
Made this mistake for numerous reasons.
So flush, deranged,
Sentimental, so strange.
Green Fairy alight,
Offers life, offers sight.
Fighting for truth, a verbal assault,
Accepting defeat; a grain of salt.
The narrow mind, aims and harrows,
And spread like seed to the bottoms of barrels.
Silver tongues, conniving and clever,
Fruition departs, the fourteenth of never.
Dogma of tr
So it's been ages since I've updated but fortunately I've been keeping busy with everything.
Drastic change in art style, going to head over to kinkos and scan some of the larger pieces.
I'll have it posted in the near future and hope to hear some feedback.
I've undergone some drastic changes in my life over this last year, and I've finally found my peace of mind and clarity.
I have drive, direction, and purpose.
I am free from all thoughts and feelings of negativity.
Life simply is. Accept all good and bad, and live a life of benevolence and love.
Want is no longer an emotion I am concerned with.
The earth is my mother and we are ve
Hard Rock
[x] Nickelback
[x] Disturbed
[x] Shinedown
[x] Seether
[x] Sevendust
[x] System of a Down
[x] Flyleaf
[x] Staind
[x] Drowning Pool
[ ] Taproot
[x] Mudvayne
[x] Audioslave
[x] Trapt
[x] KoRn
[x] Three Days Grace
[ ] Evans Blue
[x] Godsmack
TOTAL = 15
COUNTRY
[x] Rascal Flatts
[ ] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Faith Hill
[x] Hank Williams Jr.
[ ] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash
[x] Willie Nelson
[ ] Merle Haggard
[ ] Hank Williams III
TOTAL = 4
Indie-Rock / Rock / Alternative
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Fightstar
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[ ] Forgive Durden
[x] From First to Last
[x] Senses Fail
[ ] So
I'm going to give out TEN free requests. But there are some rules.
I stole this from idontpostart.deviantart.com
Rules:
1)Comment here with a request, please within my capabilities. x]
2) Please explain well enough for me to get the jist of it. There will be artist interpretation though.
3) You have to do this because YOU'RE TAGGED NOW! If I don't see this thing in your journal then I'm not going to draw anything for you. I will wait a day.
4) Last thing. I have the right not to draw something you want me to do if I feel as though I can't do it.
Ok, that's it. Request away, and let's see what I can do. <3
After combing through Ivy's extensive gallery (okay, it only took a minute really ), I finally found you This is Alex, the one who went to Brookfield's with you guys after BOB and laughed about all sorts of crap, like live-action Ryuk and such, hehe. Good times. Anyway, just in case you were wondering, "Who the hell is this person watching me now " - well, now you know
Oh, and you guys are awesome. Just thought I'd throw that out there.
Lawls, indeed. It looks so...cheesy, for lack of a better word. But then again, I haven't even seen any of the Death Note anime, really, so who am I to judge?
Oh, and I probably would have gone to the party last Saturday, but I didn't find out about it till Sunday. I don't really check my Myspace as often as I should...oh well. Next time, I guess....